Like Dorothy and Toto, Went Over the Rainbow, To Blow Off Auntie Em

1- preschool teacher
2- mad scientist...yeah i value my hair
3- anything to do with the sewer
4- plumber
5- high school janitor

i tag

killjoy
skullangel
mymustang12
super*nd*4spd (or w/e ur name is...geez)
pandashavingtorture

i'm drowning in the wishing well
and choking on my tears
i'm praying for a miracle
to save me from my fears

i see your face above me
why wont you turn your head?
i know you watched me fall...
do you wish that i was dead?

when hands here hold no warmth
i'm longing for your touch
how sad that you care not at all
while i care far too much

my wishes have swallowed me
im face to face with fate
apologies wont save me now
when you know you were too late


picture by joanna c., model kori v.

(this may suck, i wrote it a long time ago, so bear with me and please comment!)


this feeling, these feelings
they let my eyes see
but how can this being
of truancy be?

a single teardrop runs down yon angels face
and by fortune is wiped by the finger of grace
but still lives that sadness buried in her mind
so deep and discreet only god could find

but her prayers go unanswered,
the truth that is lost
it affected the future
a life was the cost

that this sense of lonliness could overcome hope
so everone weeps, and she leaves them to cope
now far away in a small place of peace
her untainted face, a frown to crease

as she ponders life's choices
made wrong or done right
and what went through her head
on the last lonely night

her sadness goes on, death could not destroy
it resides in us all, both girl and boy
the want of an end, the need for relief
like unto a tree with each falling leaf
(ebbing away....)

so on she cries, her tears cleanse our world
her banner of sunshine held highly, unfurled
bringing light to the others in need
now she has finally come to succeed

To love is to risk not being loved in return, and to live is to risk death...

but he who lives in a glass house has faded sofas!

by the way, you can be well, stay fit, but you end up dying anyway. when i see a skinny little girl, i dont think "wow i wish i could look like that". i think "wow, think of all the good food and lazy summer days she is missing out on"!

here's a good quote...

we have not the reverant feeling for the rainbow that the savage has, cuz we know how it's made. we have lost as much as we gained by prying into the matter.
-mark twain

hi-lo this is an official blog entry yeah so enjoy it peoples!

some people need to just get over themselves, you know? in all honesty its making me furious at some of my friends! they are such hypocrites! thank god all of this is blowing over...if anyone is interested in reading more about that drama, look at my journal at www.jm081.deviantart.com

ya i'm not going to blog on here very often...this will be mainly random thoughts poems or snippets. so yeah